Yikes, that was tough!

Well, its been a while, but yes, I taught my first class in the studio, yesterday afternoon, 4pm! 47 students in total, the room was packed and space was scarce! I was soooo nervous, got through the warming up ok, but then the balancing series just went crashing down. Didnt know my right from my left, almost did a third set of standing head to knee, yikes!!! I felt like leaving the room, but I marched on with as much gusto as I could manage (thats saying alot)! Who would of thought that talking for 90 minutes could be so hard! I did it, I hated it, I felt like I never wanted to teach again, but today after letting it go as much as I can, I feel alot better and just hope with more practice and experience I will get better but most importantly, that I will actually LIKE it!! So many other people from training had said how much they enjoyed it and I just wonder how many actually just felt like I did? To be honest, it was one of the worst experiences I have had in a long time! But just like when you fall off the horse, you must get back on and the show must move forward! So there it is, my first class......... Let us pray the next one will be better (Please????)