I don't know how to describe this week. There were tears, there was laughter, then some more tears. I got through this very tough 5th week with lots to think about. I let a senior teacher steal my peace(I now call him Monkey Sphincter), and I decided I can't let my feelings of anger continue, so today is a new day of learning and forgiveness to the best of my ability and to put aside differences and fears. It is very hard to meet our little insecurities head on and try to function with them on our shoulders. They become so heavy and after a period of time we become crippled under their weight. I have a fear of failing, of disappointing myself and others. I have to get over this hurdle and make peace with it. I'm still a work in progress, but the load feels a bit lighter.
I wanted to wish my Mom a SUPER DUPER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!(Oct. 18th) I love you lots Mom and hope your day is special!
I also want to send CONGRATULATIONS to Bridget and Hugh, who are getting married this weekend! Lots of love your way too!
My life is moving at a fast-forward pace and I'm really enjoying the bond with everyone. My group is #10, and they are just the most awesome people! All of you are one in a trillion and I cant believe how solid we have all become!! And don't forget LET IT BE AND LOCK YOUR KNEE, DAMN IT!
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